i havent talked to my baby girl in 2 weeks. i cant believe whats happening to me. i feel like iam lost. a part of me is missing. i love that girl but she needs some time to herself apparently. i cant even talk to her because they will not let me. and im sure she doesnt want to talk to me but i need to know whats going on. i cant just be put on hold or turned off like a light switch. i miss her with all my heart and everything was going fine for the last few months. so if she needs time to herself now, i can respect that, i just want to know whats going on. will she come back to me because i will wait as long as it takes for her to find herself. she is my best friend as well as my life. i cant work at work and i cant sleep at night. all i can do is put up with it. i miss her smile and her frown especially when id do something silly and she would look at me and then smile. i just  want to hear from her personally, not from anyone else.

iam a shattered guy.